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Death Wish

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Death Wish

Dead moles don’t dig anymore,
though they still sink at a lesser clip
in the loamy soil of gastric fields.
Dead bats drop into the river
as if they loosened the vise grips
on their capsized slumbers.
Although I’ve never spotted their bodies
floating in the water, their splayed wings
of black leather patagium, a pool
of fallen Icaruses clustered together
like Chiroptera lily pads for the dragonflies
to hover among, gravy skins for the mold to form
as a foam head does on a milkshake.
In this way, the river digests in buoyant
translucence
compared to the famished envelopment
of its banks. When I am expired,
set my pyre adrift among the earth’s tapeworms,
in a sea of grounded weeds tucked away from
the voyeurs rubbernecking from the bridge,
digging their knees into the railings
for leverage, for a glimpse, morbidly
curious,
as I was.



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Jake Onyett:

“Death Wish” is, unsurprisingly, a poem about death, as all poems tend to be, either directly or indirectly. This one is a direct meditation on decay and dying, and our very human obsession with death while alive. How death is an ancient constant of existence, but endures as a looming novelty for the uninitiated. How we know so much about the process of dying and bodily rot after death, but the experience itself remains an awesome mystery; a fount of fear, inspiration and morbid intrigue for individuals and broader society. How we are so full of ambitions, wishes and wills in life, but must concede to our gradual decomposition amid the hungry tapeworms that await us in the elements. How, though our own deaths will inflict pain and wonder on our surviving loved ones, there is a kind of insufficient comfort in being consumed by the earth – digested indifferently and equally as mulch fertilizing what remains beyond us. How we benefit from the recycled nutrients – the inescapable charity – of organisms we’ve never met. How we are enchanted by death but in no rush to return the favor.

Jake Onyett
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Jake Onyett is a U.S. Navy veteran who was born in Canada, raised in the United States, and lives in Italy. His poetry appears/will appear in <i>Abstract, Chiron Review, MacQueen’s Quinterly, Painted Bride Quarterly, Sheila-Na-Gig</i> and elsewhere.

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