Dear Past, Dear Alexis

DEAR PAST,

I wonder how often
I’m thought about
by the people I think about too often,
they’re my epic stories,
and who am I to them?
hope I am one
of their unforgettable
people along the way
hope they look me up:
whatever happened to….

I want as much majesty
as I have given them
in my story,
I want to take up just as much room

DEAR ALEXIS,

I am you
and will be
in you always
you are unconventional
you outcasted yourself
you made yourself an outsider
avoiding
any way
in who you are you’ve always been
everything is bigger

when you’re young
you damage easier
since everything’s a first it hurts more
it’s what you carry into everything else



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Alexis Ivy:

This poem is in the form of an epistolary contrapuntal. It is three-poems-in-one: read the letter, the response, as well as reading the poem across the page. The poem is in communication and conversation, speaking directly to a concept and then personifying a reply to my message. I figure out who says what based on tone and voice. I have written a whole book using this format with the purpose of showing how poetry can be processed into post traumatic growth. This form has become a compulsion, I hadn’t meant to write a whole book of these. It’s most fun when writing to a landscape or a dead musician, though every response just comes from another part of me, making the read across even more revealing.

Alexis Ivy
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