Crucifix

Afterward
I fled

blood
the least of it

inside me
no one

loud
too loud

in the church
in the quiet

I found God
suffering

like me so
no help there.

 



Click here to read Richard Hoffman on the origin of the poem.

Image by Jonathan Burger, licensed under CC 2.0.

Richard Hoffman:

I confess I’m reluctant to write about this poem. I think it speaks for itself, and as its author I hope that it holds onto a reader longer than it takes to read it, that maybe it sends them back to read it again. I hope it stirs questions — it still holds questions for me: about violence and the fetishization of violence, about trauma and religion, about suffering and the complicated need to understand it, about childhood innocence and its first confrontation with atrocity.

The poem is rooted in a real boyhood experience of violation, after which I ran to the church where I looked up at a broken and bleeding Jesus who seemed to be looking into a distance above and behind me, looking for help himself. But that biographical fact is the least important dimension of the poem, if it is of any importance at all.

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